Lately I have been thinking about where I want to start heading towards in my life. I feel like a lot of people my age (early twenties) start to dwell on the future. It is a very weird time of your life: on one side you have people getting engaged, married and even having babies, on the other there is partying, uni, jobs and travel. Sometimes I feel stuck in the middle, wanting one side in the future but the other is lacking in comparison with where I want it to be right now.
For those new to the blog I am 21 years old. Still quite young. Still not fully needing to know where I am heading. I guess that is part of the fun. The making it up part.
I know that this blog is part of that, looking forward on the blog side I want to re-brand, be more precise in my blogging schedule and maybe have it become more of a full time blog. I am wanting to create a product (hush hush I don’t want to jinx it) sometime in the foreseeable future.
In life however I feel like I am lacking. Yes I have a job which for the most part I enjoy. Career wise is still up in the air though. I feel like that is why I started the blog in the first place. As a place that I could create all by myself and have something to be proud of.
Love life. Non-existent. I mean this in the total sense as in I’ve never even had my first kiss yet, never been/asked on a date or even properly liked someone. Which I don’t mind at all I am happy waiting but when your class mates are in full time relationships and starting to get engaged you can start to freak out a little!
Travel wise I want to go to Europe so bad! This is something that I am going to start saving for right now, it seems all my Facebook feed is just everyone I know on European adventures! Top places I would love to go to would be France, Greek Islands, Italy, England and of course Ireland again!
I guess what I am Rambling on about is that I want to get off my bed and start exploring again. Find that inspiration and start living life.
Are any of you experiencing this as well? What are some of the things that you are looking forward to?